victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

its amazing how you think about so many things while studying in a cafeteria.

i love studying in the centre caf. its the best. its got the buzz, i can talk to myself and say something to make me remember and no one cares because they're eating. i observe people too... i hear and listen to people... (occasionally picking out a singaporean accent here and there amazingly, picked up a thai one once in the caf across where i was sitting)

the psyc 100B exam was so good. i studied for it, prepared... felt so great. but im kinda loosing steam and i've got like my psyc 100A exam this friday... tomorrow... MORNING... argh.
feeling so lazy right now. but im half motivated. HALF. i really hope i get my act together tonight.

today at bio study group... you know what i wont even go there. it was good... but... big BUT...

(takes a deep breath of air)

youth culture has been on my mind recently. its... sad... its... annoying me.
i feel like my ears are hurting everytime i hear the word "f***" more than what... 10 times in a day. 10's like an under estimate i'd say, its a good day if its between 10 and 20. i have never (in my entire life) heard people talk about sex so much and so openly.
this is just conversation, haven't haven't moved into practice.
i know that i'm not going to assimilate into the culture. i am not going to try and fit in.
but that doesn't mean that i cant be part of the youth.

i'm just talking abt it like real quickly... because i've got psyc to study...

but its just.. ah..

God must be crying every night to see the youth in this state.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:19 a.m.