victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

you've always been the untold mystery in my life. and even as i look up at the full moon, i just think about this mystery, the mystery that has never been revealed, or rather never been uncovered because its not been ventured.
i honestly don't know what you're doing, who you're talking to if you are, what you're looking at, smelling, eating, thinking right at this very moment, but what i do know is that you're not replying and its as if you hold the key to this mystery because the lock to open it is almost "unpickable".
i thought i left you in a corner up in the attic. i thought. well maybe i thought wrong. and each time i take the book i scream "open up!" but the lock stays shut, the book with all the pages tightly held together. surely there must be a way.
till that day, i shall wait. and try to fill the pages in a similar book, one without a lock. one that i cna read and convince myself that, i solved the mystery, i did it. when you sit, up in the corner, waiting... to unlock yourself when the time comes.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:55 p.m.