inspired by facebook... i just decided to "pen" down 15 random things about anything
1. i wish that my sister and i could actually get along 2. i need to cut my finger nails before i chew them off... 3. my area at home looks like a dump 4. cannot control my weird breathing lately...hmmm... 5. what if i lived in a castle? what a playground it would be. heh. 6. L O V E the sec one kids i teach in sunday school =) 7. will be right back... 8. is back after... about 2 hours?! 9. doesn't know whether it would be best to stay in singapore or to go to canada. 10. wish i had more time for everything 11. is anxious about the a levels results that are going to be out...soon... 12. can't wait for sunday's litte india exploration trip =) 13. i think i should have a yard sale of all my old stuff (which i will not be thrilled to part with) 14. is currently reading Twilight... heh. 15. wants you to go listen to the song Lovefool by The Cardigans! so on a roll for the old stuff haha
bored bored bored... work tmr. gah.
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 9:35 p.m.
scribbles/ Friday, January 23, 2009
i really wish i didn't have to say this... but its getting harder to breathe sometimes... literally.
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 9:33 a.m.
scribbles/ Tuesday, January 20, 2009
The Wannadies - You and Me Song
this is such a cute song haha real old, way back.
it makes me want to laugh and smile =)
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 11:32 p.m.
scribbles/ Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i guess its just the different ways people look at things... like for me i was SO happy to get that 17. so so happy, to be honest. well, i pray they move on and still choose God =)
the week so far: monday: boy problems tuesday: what to do in 2009 problems wednesday: further study problems.
problems... problems...problems...
one thing about a desk/admin job is that its so mindless you just start drifting off during work. your mind just wanders and you realise you think about so many things... or just keep thinking about the same thing and not knowing what to decide. argh... its really frustrating. everything.
i just hope the decisions come to mind soon.
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 10:30 p.m.
scribbles/ Tuesday, January 13, 2009
currently listening to 'Free' from the Face II Face album. its just the most awesome song..ever...
'yeah... I'm free, I'm free to be the one You've called me to be You gave your life to set me free now I'm free now I'm free
yeah... I'm free, I'm free to tell the world the way it is that You're my life, my strength, my king 'cause now I'm free, now I'm free'
its the perfect "staring at the sky with the wind blowing through your hair" song... or the perfect contemplating song... or just THE perfect song. =)
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 11:51 p.m.
scribbles/ Sunday, January 04, 2009
a note for a memory a penny for your thoughts
2 Jan 09, 10:10pm
Is there anything wrong with expressing love? not in the romantic way, but in the friendship way or even the appreciation way. Love can often be mistaken for romance nowadays. The unconditional love that all humans have for each other... its just so often mistaken. What's wrong with giving a folded tissue paper flower to a waiter who was nice and hospitable? A friend says I'm giving the wrong impression, but I believe that I'm showing thanks for such chivalry. Its nice to have someone to talk to, especially after waiting so long for the guys to come for dinner.
I guess why my friend said this was because of the world view today. It shows that, people aren't loved enough that they might feel romantically for someone doing something out of love, unconditional love, the love that every human being deserves, God's love. (my friend had good intentions, he just didn't want a guy to be lead on by a simple action and didn't want anything to happen to me.) If we all appreciated each other more with just small things, like saying "Thank you" when someone opens the door or clears your plate or giving a flower to show love, the world would be a much better place.
Love... comes from the heart. I didn't do it, fold the flower, because I was sparked by a "love romance" feeling to "flirt" with him. I just wanted to five One aka the guy, the love that he deserved. The love I wanted to reciprocate back, to let him know that he is loved. Isn't the wonder of God's love just so overwhelming that when you realize your duty to love, you wont have the childish thoughts of "oh is this the wrong message I'm sending" (although in some cases love may be too fully displayed and mistaken for being too much or too affectionate), you'll just want to love. To show His show, in hopes that people realize that it is possible to love beyond romance. That there is a love greater than romantic love, but God's love. The greatest love story says it all. Jesus paid the ultimate price. Died on the cross for us. He love us, unconditionally. He wanted us to know that there is a God up there who does love us so so much, He sent His son to die, and furthermore save us from eternal damnation. Wow. I'd always be eternally grateful. This is our God!
I cannot compare the "giving a rose" act to the dying on the cross... But I can try and make the world a better place. Make it more worth while. Make people know that there is more to life that just living it and dying knowing that the world is a terrible place. We all have the capacity to love. In life we should want to love freely and show that love to others like Jesus did. Or we can choose to hide and make ourselves cold stones, unfeeling and cynical to the idea that there is such a thing as unconditional love.
We need love. So many people out there need love. You need to show the love today. Amen. 10:29pm
You keep me safe in a crazy world. 10:49 p.m.
scribbles/ Thursday, January 01, 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR haha offically =) its like the last 30 minutes of the day... and today's really been awesome!
i guess the most exciting thing was Simon and Cheryl's wedding =) the couple's speech... the tears. Hannah and Michael, wow.
I'll be starting my first job ever tomorrow, how nice haha. it'll be quite an experience, and after i need to call ammar and man to report about it and i'll try not to make it colourful heh =D
Today's the first day of doing Experiencing God too =) My new Bible Study book. Its awesome so far. experiencing God.
2009!
I pray that i won't be sucked into the madness of the busy world, and that i choose God each and everyday =)
