victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

people... are complex.
yes, its an obvious, brainless statement.
people ARE complex.
in emotion, thought, being... EVERYTHING.

its just so hard to understand one person. or like a few, maybe.

hard to decipher what they are thinking, what they want, what they are trying to say.

i must say i am guilty of playing games with people... to try and get something across.
you know... when you wanna say something or want someone to do something but you don't wanna say it out right because it makes you sound so desperate or the other person might think there's something going on, or its just not very nice... well we've all been there and tried (DON'T DENY)

people are hard to understand and i feel that its a skill to understand people and how to act or react in given situations (e.g. when the person expresses anger or frustration, when the person is silent and would rather not talk etc.)

i find it interesting the way people... act differently in front of different people (you can refer to my nov 12 post). and if we are able to understand the real person behind all these faces, you'd probably be able explore the person more and know what makes the person tick or what to say in front of the person instead of offending the person.

i guess all this talk is from experiences with different people.
some are more different that others when it comes to a comparison between the group and individual setting. some are a consistent character, with slight changes.
some... are idiots. (sorry just this one person so far is being an idiot....)
some are genuine and i love these kinda people.
some prefer to talk about things that are superficial and only go skin deep.
some are deceiving...misleading...etc. i shall not continue on this one.
some are... just awesome to be with.
and i mean all the different types so on and so forth.

just a random question:
how far does genuine love go in a fake superficial world? between people that is.
*shrug*
but i do believe its possible. yeah.


update on my life after A's...
BUSY! BUSY! BUSY!
hahaha amazingly. i mean its a good thing i'm keeping myself occupied. but still it's tiring.
but hey, its better than nothing =)
wanna catch up with all you people i haven't caught up with. drop me like an sms or call me or something if i've missed ya! (of if you miss me =D)
well anyway i'll get around to you...
movie time with myself... =D
till the next lengthy post.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:31 p.m.