victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

as i was walking up the hill tonight
after the loooong mrt ride from simei
after having fun with the guys at 'eighteen chiefs'

i was thinking about this question:
"Who are you?"
weird i know... but really ask yourself, who are you.

do people really know... you
or do they know "you"

i asked myself this strange question after thinking about people and their mannerisms and the way they act, how it contributes to the way they are etc. that kinda stuff
and after 'analyzing' this caucasian guy in the mrt then i finally asked myself the question.

who do people think i am?
is it a reflection of who i think i am?
or are we different in different people's eyes?

speaking about myself, i don't know if i've ever shown a complete self to any one person
or i'm not sure if i have
its always most or bits and pieces but not all

its like... you treat people they way you treat them according to who they are
its like i talk to A about life and love but i might not talk to B about it because B's not that kinda person. or i talk to C about God but i don't really talk about Him with D because D's not interested.

wouldn't it be awesome if you could sorta reveal yourself to someone completely.
to give the full picture and not just a piece of the puzzle
to be yourself.
to be YOU.
and not "you"

for me... i'd say i've been a consistent character with all my friends... i think.
just that some get more sides of me than others.
yeah. but i'm still the same old chatty, talkative, sometimes annoying, optimistic, loud, happy vic =)

oh well. just... think about it.

who are you?

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:19 p.m.