victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




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i just feel like the life is being sucked out of me day by day. there's always something to do. i'll be free for this and not for that. i'll be doing everything. when will this stop. when will this stop. everyday there's something. EVERYDAY. rest isn't even in the picture. i need a revival. rejuvenation. a stop. struggle. everyday. i am not a mugger. all of you just don't understand. ALL. talking is good. emotionally dead though. i'm just so tired. what's new right. juggling friends, church, school, outside stuff. stop stop. STOP. why do i beat myself up like this.
i don't know.
time to hit the court/track.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
9:57 p.m.