victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




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Dear friend,
hey. i probably haven't said this to you in a long time. ironic isn't it.
let me just cut to the chase here.
you don't know how worried i am about you now. just now i couldn't eat in peace. why are you doing this to yourself? why? i don't understand. i want to but i just don't. i know i don't. i've always been worried about you since i don't know when. we grew up together. we spent lots of moments together. you made me where i am now but you've gone away from that place. why? i don't know. exaclty, i don't know! that's how far we've strayed. maybe the occasional "hi"s and "bye"s but not like before, having indepth conversations. i don't know if you're really happy or not. like really. tsk. i feel so helpless right now because i don't know what to do. i'll really be praying for you. everyday. its just worrying. people have been asking about you. come back!...please. i'm so busy i can't even talk to you or go out. its just not fair. i'm sorry if i've invoked jealousy or anything in you. i don't know. maybe before.
i don't know if you'll ever read this, but whatever it is, i'll be here. He'll always be there.
love,
your friend,
victoria

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:18 p.m.