victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
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this song just came to mind this easter day =) Jesus dies and rose again! Hallelujah =D. today's service was just awesome and the beginning song 'Days of Elijah' was just awesome when the tambourine dancers and flag guys were performing. AWESOME. i've never seen everyone so happy before. but indeed its a day to be happy about.

on friday i felt so... so sad. as you know friday was good friday. the day Jesus was crucified on the cross for all of us, so that all our sins would be forgiven. such grace and love from God. wow. i was feeling so sad on that day during service because the song 'Were You There' was being played and i didn't know what to say. the song was about if you were there to witness Jesus's crucifixtion and the lyrics described the events. so i was just... quiet. i just felt so sad. why you might ask. its because this innocent man, the Son of God, died for all of us. he didn't deserve it. but he had to to save us.

today, this morning during JY before worship, joce made us close our eyes and think about about someone that we dearly love. one person. it might be family, a close friend, anyone. and think...would you die for that person? despite all the hurt, dissapointment and anger that person has caused you? would you?
well Jesus died for us, despite all we've done. isn't that like the greatest love story. he died for you and me. amazng love. the best friend that dies for me was always there when i needed Him, never failing. =). sigh =). great to have a Saviour like Jesus.

i finally got to send a long email to charmaine =D. really happy about that.
i've been WAITING for a really long time just to send her an email (and this one's 4 pages long) yeah. =). hopefully she replies soon (asap) because want to hear from her haha. its been a long time because she's been occupied with kienan and all =) her new baby boy which has been such a blessing.

i realise i always feel so happy when i go to church. i can talk about it so much all the time. i see mel =D the bestest! (fyi: she's in the sunday newspaper today, pg 3, lifestyle on the umbrella vending machine ad!) and i see rapheal and sherman ng. gosh all of them are so crappy hahaha esp sherman! but i must say he's been looking quite good lately..mmm hahaha! just love the bunch.
mel always got lots to tell me. and i've always got stuff to tell her =D. BESTIE! hahaha. what would i do without you. hopefull things will work out well (=D you know what i mean) don't get too worked up! relax. haha and the paper rose. woah haha.

oh yeah haha last night and this morning i've been sharing with vic my guy histroy hahaha gosh the past is so funny. i was quite cheena back then. eww haha. oh well at least i've changed (thanks to julian and jeremy =D love you guys haha). the history's extensive. well according to some haha. but at least i've learnt from the past. ive never gotten attached to any one of them, thank goodness. just dated them in a way haha. well i'm still good friends or friends with everyone of them. that's good. no super extreme "i'll hate you forever" cases hahaha. haha yeah its so funny and fun to look back at the past.=).

well that's about it for today =).

can't blog about the sad. i'm too happy.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:07 p.m.