scribbles/ Monday, April 23, 2007
finally i'm back...well don't expect me back too often.
SUNDAY WAS SO AWESOME!
'Believe' cast...I MISS YOU ALL. =(.
=). its all mixed feelings.
i'm so happy yet i'm so sad.
well life's been a roller coaster. been busy with the usual, school, whatever else you name it. one thing i'm not busy with anymore is musical rehearsals *weak yay*...i miss it so much. sigh.
sunday night was the best performance! gosh haha.
i got flowers from both mel,raph,rusty and victor =D hahaha.
love love.
my 'open secret' has been exposed.
man today in class hahaha...and thomas and david outside the washroom! gosh!
haha mmm life's been great.
well now i have to come back to reality and realise i'm in a junior college. *big sigh*
3 tests this week. GP, Chem, Math.
assignments to do.
PROJECT WORK DEADLINES TO MEET.
[can't wait till may =D] hahaha
this is so brief but i'm just lost for words?? my happiness cannot be described further.
by the way, the poem Phenomenal Women haha amazing. discovered it on my classes literature website haha awesome.
=D.
thanks to all the people who came for 'Believe' you know you had an awesome time haha: zi yang, sarah and jennyfurr, nicholas, yi jie, sheldon, jia jie, yong hong, zhihan, rapheal, melodie, rusty, marie, victor! and all the rest who came =D.again - love love.
okay i'm really typing a load of junk here. so scattered. oh well haha. =)
till next time.
vic :)
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:19 p.m.
PHENOMENAL WOMAN
by Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies
I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size
But when I start to tell them
They think I'm telling lies.
I say
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips
The stride of my steps
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please
And to a man
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees
Then they swarm around me
A hive of honey bees.
I say
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth
The swing of my waist
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say
It's in the arch of my back
The sun of my smile
The ride of my breasts
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say
It's in the click of my heels
The bend of my hair
The palm of my hand
The need for my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally
Phenomenal woman
That's me.
here's two videos to see, both interpretations. i love the first one better than the song haha =) well that's me.
okay i can't find the one i like...so i guess you can only see this one...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkdfdC__EvA
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:16 p.m.
scribbles/ Sunday, April 08, 2007
this song just came to mind this easter day =) Jesus dies and rose again! Hallelujah =D. today's service was just awesome and the beginning song 'Days of Elijah' was just awesome when the tambourine dancers and flag guys were performing. AWESOME. i've never seen everyone so happy before. but indeed its a day to be happy about.
on friday i felt so... so sad. as you know friday was good friday. the day Jesus was crucified on the cross for all of us, so that all our sins would be forgiven. such grace and love from God. wow. i was feeling so sad on that day during service because the song 'Were You There' was being played and i didn't know what to say. the song was about if you were there to witness Jesus's crucifixtion and the lyrics described the events. so i was just... quiet. i just felt so sad. why you might ask. its because this innocent man, the Son of God, died for all of us. he didn't deserve it. but he had to to save us.
today, this morning during JY before worship, joce made us close our eyes and think about about someone that we dearly love. one person. it might be family, a close friend, anyone. and think...would you die for that person? despite all the hurt, dissapointment and anger that person has caused you? would you?
well Jesus died for us, despite all we've done. isn't that like the greatest love story. he died for you and me. amazng love. the best friend that dies for me was always there when i needed Him, never failing. =). sigh =). great to have a Saviour like Jesus.
i finally got to send a long email to charmaine =D. really happy about that.
i've been WAITING for a really long time just to send her an email (and this one's 4 pages long) yeah. =). hopefully she replies soon (asap) because want to hear from her haha. its been a long time because she's been occupied with kienan and all =) her new baby boy which has been such a blessing.
i realise i always feel so happy when i go to church. i can talk about it so much all the time. i see mel =D the bestest! (fyi: she's in the sunday newspaper today, pg 3, lifestyle on the umbrella vending machine ad!) and i see rapheal and sherman ng. gosh all of them are so crappy hahaha esp sherman! but i must say he's been looking quite good lately..mmm hahaha! just love the bunch.
mel always got lots to tell me. and i've always got stuff to tell her =D. BESTIE! hahaha. what would i do without you. hopefull things will work out well (=D you know what i mean) don't get too worked up! relax. haha and the paper rose. woah haha.
oh yeah haha last night and this morning i've been sharing with vic my guy histroy hahaha gosh the past is so funny. i was quite cheena back then. eww haha. oh well at least i've changed (thanks to julian and jeremy =D love you guys haha). the history's extensive. well according to some haha. but at least i've learnt from the past. ive never gotten attached to any one of them, thank goodness. just dated them in a way haha. well i'm still good friends or friends with everyone of them. that's good. no super extreme "i'll hate you forever" cases hahaha. haha yeah its so funny and fun to look back at the past.=).
well that's about it for today =).
can't blog about the sad. i'm too happy.
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:07 p.m.
Magnificant - Hillsong
Intro: C - Am7 - G - Am7 - D - Dsus - D
Verse 1:
G
Who compares to You?
Am7 D
Who set the stars in their place?
C Am7
You who calmed the raging seas
C D
That came crashing over me.
Verse 2:
G
Who compares to You?
Am7 D
You who bring the morning light,
C Am7
The hope of all the earth
C D
Is rest assured in Your great love.
Chorus:
G
You are magnificent,
G C Am7
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
G C D
Jesus, no one ever will compare (last time to tags)
G
To You, Jesus.
Verse 3:
Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.
Tags:
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:56 p.m.
