victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

its amazing. how people change over the years. sometimes is good and sometimes its bad. or maybe you have changed and they have remained the same.
i want to know why these people change. why they do the things they do now.
when a person has changed and turned to "the dark side" (ha.ha.) you wonder why and why you were'nt there.
this is all too vague. but God understands me i guess. sigh.
i can't be too direct and factual because my friend's personal life might be concerned.

i still feel really tired from this week and tmr i'm playing for MI in the Daisy Tan netball carnival. i'm going to miss church because of it - something which i don't like. but i went for YF today and we played Cranium during CG time as well as shared a little.
another thing that struck me today was coming for CG - cell group. this friend of mine was kind of complaining about how his saturdays were for cg and he just couldn't go out anywhere and he finds it a drag. i've never felt like that. maybe because yf,cg, and church on sunday just mean the world to me. its like i wait 5 days (mon - fri) just to come back to church hahaha. i don't know, i just really enjoy it. i just want to be there. yup.

i really thank God for pulling me through this week because i've been so tired. musical rehersals, training, school...the same old. but its still tiring. thank God for all the energy and enthusiasm i have everyday! haha. yay.

well that's all for tonight. have to sleep early for the carnival tmr.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:35 p.m.