scribbles/ Saturday, January 27, 2007
its amazing. how people change over the years. sometimes is good and sometimes its bad. or maybe you have changed and they have remained the same.
i want to know why these people change. why they do the things they do now.
when a person has changed and turned to "the dark side" (ha.ha.) you wonder why and why you were'nt there.
this is all too vague. but God understands me i guess. sigh.
i can't be too direct and factual because my friend's personal life might be concerned.
i still feel really tired from this week and tmr i'm playing for MI in the Daisy Tan netball carnival. i'm going to miss church because of it - something which i don't like. but i went for YF today and we played Cranium during CG time as well as shared a little.
another thing that struck me today was coming for CG - cell group. this friend of mine was kind of complaining about how his saturdays were for cg and he just couldn't go out anywhere and he finds it a drag. i've never felt like that. maybe because yf,cg, and church on sunday just mean the world to me. its like i wait 5 days (mon - fri) just to come back to church hahaha. i don't know, i just really enjoy it. i just want to be there. yup.
i really thank God for pulling me through this week because i've been so tired. musical rehersals, training, school...the same old. but its still tiring. thank God for all the energy and enthusiasm i have everyday! haha. yay.
well that's all for tonight. have to sleep early for the carnival tmr.
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:35 p.m.
scribbles/ Sunday, January 21, 2007
since i'm here i might as well just post something.
i've changed my blog skin AGAIN. the other one was just too....bright.
i've been reallllly busy.
netball training, netball umpiring course, school - homework/projects, church events and cell now, musical rehersals... its amazing i'm still standing everyday.
oh well haha.
mm i haven't posted in ages. don't need to explain why.
well i really hope things work out. and these dark rings around my eyes would just fade away.
this period of time reminds me of the o levels...the lack of sleep, the tiredness of studying. except there's no or little stress.
yeah.
well tmr's a new day =).
that's all.
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:55 p.m.
scribbles/ Thursday, January 04, 2007
*still You hear me when i'm calling. Lord, You catch me when i'm falling*
i am reallly exhausted. i've had a whole day of games of just pure fun today and we learnt the MI dance too. plus netball training the day before. i'm just tired. well hopefully tomorrow i'll be bursting with energy because i'll be having the last day of orientation till about 4 and then netball training from 4:30 till around 7-ish. i wonder how i am going to survive the 6 weeks in MI. oh well.
AND the traveling makes me tired too. from harbourfront to bukit batok. i guess i can't complain because some of my og group members live in tampines. yeah.
something really got to me today. this person which i shall not name got on my nerves. lucky for him i have high tolerance. sometimes people can be so... egoistic? mmm maybe conceited. or as gerald put it 'elitism'. haha. well i just got a little ticked off chatting with my friend. people are still people. you cant always be so judgemental on their looks or where they come from, what school they come from. 'you can't judge a book by its cover'. but then again, all of us do it. still, we shouldn't. i'm sorry but i just can't stand people like this. friend or not.
well that's all for today. again, i'm exhausted, tired out, dead, etc.
good night....
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:44 p.m.
scribbles/ Tuesday, January 02, 2007
yet again i have changed my blog skin haha!
today was exciting because mel and i orientated ourselves at MI's new campus at bukit batok. gosh its awesome.
i shall express my exciting when i get back from the first day tomorrow. plus orientation i've got training after school haha. i know it'll be great. maybe a drag but still training is training.
=D. well happy new year you guys!
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:59 p.m.
