victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

mm i'm just popping by...just alittle insight on what's going on with my life now...

1. currently i'm in the middle of the O' Levels. well not EXACTLY in the middle but i have 2 PAPERS LEFT!!! haha i'm sorry i just had to do that, you don't know how excited i am to know that its going to end soon.
A. Math 02 ------------------ 16/11/06 9.00am - 11.00am
Combined Science 01 ------ 16/11/06 8.00am - 9.00am

2. i don't know what to do. i was there. i saw. i know the link. there is no nice way to explain.i am worried.for this and other reasons.i want to run away from all this but i can't because i know.can't you tell how vauge i'm being.its already bad enough that its gotten to this.like a mother trying to help her children, i want to separate this.but its going to be hard. VERY hard. but i'll try till i can't.

3. dilemma? or is this a lil' one-sided. it seems like the both of you pop up at the same time everytime. there always when needed. but both VERY different. cool versus spontaneous. interesting.but i guess my mind is pretty much made up.although there are still twinges here and there.why? well because its different now. SO different.

4. the people so close. the people i love. why do you fight? everyday. have you had enough? bicker bicker bicker. its almost a routine! stop! being 5 minutes late is an issue. God. i'm just going to try and be silent, although deep down inside i'm crying but i have no choice because there is nothing i can do about it. although i see you guys every night.

yup that's pretty much it.
sigh.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:58 p.m.