victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

i can't believe i'm blogging at this hour.
well i just felt like it...

first things first...
I
HAVE NOT BEEN BITING MY NAILS FOR A WEEK AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY. as
you all know, i bite my nails. and it just really gets to me if i see
them long. but i bought this dark blue nail polish from the face shop
which i want to use so i'm doing this just to put on that nail polish.
after that...its back to biting! okay, that just sounds sick and
disgusting but... i can't help it? he he he.i'll try to stop.

today, or rather yesterday because its like 12:53am already, was mel's 16th birthday dinner. her birthday's on 2 Dec and i won't be in Singapore then! well, i just know i'll get her an awesome gift from Bangkok and then she'll get her belated present on the 8th on the bus to church camp haha. we went to Marche at suntec city but i left early after dinner. i heard they went to the esplanade haha! must have been real fun.

today, and i mean today 29 Dec, is nic's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Nikki! again... i'm going to give her a belated present [sorry nic =(] coming back from Bangkok and then she'll get her present on the 8th. its so unlike me to give belated presents. but...well i can't give the no time excuse either. and then there's julian. i can so imagine him tagging "glad you remembered" or something like that hahaha.

birthdays birthdays... well this year my birthday wasn't anything extravagant. i just went out with julian and jeremy and had a great time haha. yea. and then to come home and have a mango cake. events in between don't need to be elaborated on. well i guess this year was kind of special haha come to think of it...mmm yeah it was. now i'm smiling to myself haha. yesterday i was on the bus and we were going to bugis, or was it coming back, and suddenly i smiled to myself remembering something and jo spotted me haha. oh well i guess sometimes when you look back there's just so much happy things that you remember.

i'm going to Bangkok this Saturday. i have to start packing soon. and i have to make a few lists.
1. Christmas presents list
2. clothes shopping list
3. craft material list
when i think of more lists i'll note them down, that's all for now.

yesterday, i realised that i'm
quite different from the rest. i mean who the hell isn't? well that's
what i think. the elaboration on this might sound a little stupid soi'm not gonna type it out just yet until i've figured out what to actually say. well the statement itself is also ab it... stupid. mmm.

today, later at 9am i'll be going to the gym at bukit batok because i want to. i think i ate too much at marche and i had chocolates today too haha so i'm gonna work out. i'll run tomorrow. 5k? well that's the target for tomorrow. maybe. but nothing less than 3k. yup. and then we'll go for nic's lunch! haha birthday lunch.

how something so special to others
can seem so insignificant

how people can feel out of place
even with the people they are comfortable with

how the people you love can be so insensitive
yet you love them

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
12:48 a.m.