scribbles/ Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hey i haven't been blogging for quite a while now...but i thought i'd just pop by and just blog for now since i'm here..
honestly i don't even know how many of you read this thing...it can be someone unknown or something who i know but i don't know if you're reading my blog..mmm sounds weird haha the way i put it but ya i really wonder who reads this thing...
anyway these few days have been..busy..studying is pretty much all i have to do now and all i should be thinking of to reach my goal for the o levels.
jeremy says i've reached a critical level, thinking that studying is really making me stressed. we'll i'm okay so far....still surviving and my lit paper starts tmr...god.
these past few days its perfect weather and all and even TODAY!..yesterday i decided to just get off my butt and do something so at 6:30pm i went downstairs to shoot hoops.
7 long shots in a row i couldn't believe myself...and i could shoot more than that too..i'm not going to gloat about how good i am..because i don't think i'm good enough yet. i'm planning to train after the o's. train as in train up full body strength and skills. i just really want to do that. yup.
these few night i've been up really late...either chatting on msn, on the phone or just deciding to finished studying until around 1am...but now most of the time its talking on the phone till 2:30am haha!..its fun but really tiring..
gareth's birthday's this sunday!...and i have to spend time to make his present..haven't even gotten stuff yet. and julian present is like rotting at home...after the o's i'll give everything *promise*...i feel so bad...mmm long overdue presents are not good.
its the lit paper tmr.
o level lit.
...
these are the times where you just have to tell yourself that you will do your best and you will do well.
hard to believe but you have to.
for all those taking lit tmr, all the best! and today for those who took bio this morning?? i'm not sure, all the best for that too.
here are some thoughts running through my mind right now:
-this is scary, i don't know what is going to happen...for some reason i know but i don't...i'm usually not vague like this but i really don't know what's going on. eventually is not soon enough.--feelings are stirring. i don't know why. friend is usually what pops up but nowdays its been different. huh. we'll see.--the o levels. shit!!!--i can't wait for church camp...at the same time. i don't want to think of what might happen.--shit i have to sing this song...on saturday...damn..........i so don't want to sing it. really. inferiority is what i feel towards the listener.-mm yup thats all for now.
oh yes i'm going to put up my time table here for the o's so you guys can wish me all the best? pray for me? well its up to you haha.
Combined Humans (Lit) --- 02/11/06 2.00pm - 3.30pm
Mathematics 01 ------------- 06/11/06 8.00am - 10.00am
Combined Humans (SS) --- 06/11/06 2.30pm - 3.30pm
Combined Science (Chem)- 07/11/06 8.00am - 9.15am
English 01 ------------------- 08/11/06 8:00am - 9.45am
English 02 ------------------ 08/11/06 10.15am - 11.15am
Combined Science (Phys)-- 08/11/06 2.00pm - 3.15pm
Biology o1 ------------------- 09/11/06 8.00am - 9.00am
Biology 02 ------------------ 09/11/06 9.30am - 11.15am
CLB (Listening Compre) -- 10/11/06 8.00am - 8.30am
Mathematics 02 ------------ 10/11/06 2.30pm - 5.00pm
CLB 01 ---------------------- 13/11/06 2.00pm - 3.00pm
CLB 02 ---------------------- 13/11/06 3.30pm - 4.30pm
A. Math 01 ------------------ 14/11/06 2.00pm - 4.00pm
A. Math 02 ------------------ 16/11/06 8.00am - 10.00am
Combined Science 01 ------ 16/11/06 8.00am - 9.00am
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:14 a.m.
