victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

its ironic how you hate the people you love.
how nobody understands.

sometimes i feel so screwed up.
sometimes i make people feel like its their fault.
sometimes i get screwed by others but im fine with it.
sometimes i just want to die.
sometimes i think i'm over reacting, but am i?
sometimes I I I I I...could i be more selfish-er.

its wrong to even cry.
so what is right?
to be unfeeling is right.

my head just throbs with pain.

tomorrow is just another day.

[people who read this PLEASE don't tell me its going to be okay or alright and try to comfort me. just don't. i know you want to but just don't. thanks for the thoughts anyway.]

PS: im so sorry for belating your present julian...yup...

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:31 p.m.