victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

Her

I used to wake up and think of her
I used to wait anxiously for her message
I used to crane my neck to catch a glimpse of her approaching
I used to lie in bed thinking of her
I used to dress with every intention of impressing her
I used to speak with every hope of charming her
I used to act with every desire to catch her attention
I used to hope for any chance to be with her
I used to fight for any chance to speak to her
I used to sleep with her on my mind
I used to hurt when she didn't reply
I used to dream about her face
I used to smile
I used to laugh
I used to love

Now, I can only imagine

this poem has melted my heart...seriously
i got it from mel blog, its something a guy wrote to her friend..
wow..ha ha..

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:02 p.m.

William Shakespeare

Sonnet 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
4:30 p.m.

baby photos!!!

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
9:11 p.m.

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You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:13 p.m.

let me just blog about TODAY...well the past days have been lots of fun but today - more fun compared to today but i just felt like blogging TODAY.

well currently im using my computer from inside my dad's office haha my computer's been screwy for the past few day and i asked my dad to fix it haha yup..

i just came back from lunch with julian, jeremy and miss seow! haha at HARDROCK CAFE. i had a cheese burger and the guys had a 10 ounce burger each or something. miss seow had a club sandwich. for dessert we had this chocloate brownie sundae thingy(i don't know what's it called) and it was GOOD.

I JUST HOOKED UP MY SPEAKERS! hahaha

after lunch we accompanied miss seow to the mrt then we went to borders haha..jeremy and julian were all over the kung fu/jiu jitsu books haha trying the different styles and all..mmm then we went to popular and they got some ten year series stuff..then we gazed at the A level books and we were like woah....

haha its so fun to be out with them =D even though most of the time i'm bullied!!! =D hahaha

oh yes yes and for some reason...there were quite a number of guys that caught my attention while walking along orchard. and actually all of them were caucasian hahaha! but serious i don't know why but i saw so many handsome guys alonf orchard for once! hahaha...caucasian male guys....first there was this black guy who looked like chris brown but his head was too small hahaha! then there were quote a few white boys haha okay i shall STOP here.
[i can just imagine julian's comments now....]

oh yes i noticed that singaporean guys...the hairstyle or cut is like standard. its either overly exagerated or its the neat and normal standard cut. so different from caucasian males. i said this to the jul and jer and julian was like "why do you wanna keep long hair when its so hot here?!" haha

mm so my dad's going to go out of town for a couple of days..ice hockey tournament in bangkok haha i don't know what i should tell him to get me..cuz he asked what i wanted...maybe another bag??
oh right i got a new nike bag haha and i love it..its called a nike drum bag..its canvas material and its lined in bright orange haha =D

okay i think that's about it for the day..yup.

AUDITION RESULTS TMR!

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
5:34 p.m.

mm today was pretty uneventful...and i havent dont the canberra papers yet!..
oh i made lemon cake for the guys tmr in class!
its really really nice.
WAIT WAIT!
today's sunday! how can today be this boring.
church this morning was great. awesome haha worship was good haha! CSSI...
we sang this song which i really love, its You Are My Lord In Whom I Can Trust.
i think my knee hurts haha but who cares!
today matthew went through a summary of the Old T from Genesis to Joshua. haha it was really interesting how one guy gives birth to two sons and one is always evil and rejected and one is the chosen one..but its still amazing how the blood line is.
after i did sound for second service haha agaian worship was AWESOME!
songs today were Your Grace Is Enough, Forever, I Want To Be Where You Are, Majesty and the response song was Make A Difference.
then i came home and slept.
before that i ate lunch. hehe.
mmmi slept with the clothes i wore to church haha a green polo blouse and my multicoloured belt with my U2 jeans folded up to my knees..yup..
yea and then we went to giant...gosh it was a zoo at vivo.
mmm then as i said i made lemon cake. then ate dinner. and im here..and i need to finish the papers for english!
thats all haha =D.

mm okay so i think i'll just make this list for the fun of it.
its pretty meaningless but what the heck.

decent
proper
handsome?
individual
own mind
hardworking
respects
there
sweet
tolerant
sporty
witty
piano./guitar./drums?
talker
encouraging
un-jealous
trusts
God-centred heart
un-spoilt
genuine.

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:41 p.m.

haha i'm finally back from vivo city...AGAIN =D

this morning i went to school for lit..i just love lit haha..i love the discussions and everything..if only i had the chance to take pure lit as a subject..mmm oh well..
after i had english with miss ang for an hour..with the small group haha that was fun too lots of discussion and arguements..especially crtiquing jeremy's essay!!! hahaha "its just wrong!"
then after we went to harbourfront and jer went to jul house and i went home to get ready to go out with them...we met at around 2 at harbourfront...we had subway and both of them had a foot long subway...i only could finish a 6-inch...
then we headed to VIVO CITY =D
walked around for a while and on the deck as well haha then they started watching this xbox game going on at BEST..
so since they were taking FOREVER....i walked all the way back to harbourfront to get a mocha ice-blended frap and all the way back and i was called by jer like seconds when i was walking back..this shows how long they took to realise i was gone and to be done with watching haha..
then we watched a movie haha You, Me and Dupree haha its was hilarious...
yes and after the movie...i and jer saw something REALLY disgusting...i saw two lesbians kissing...they sat right beside jer...yuck..eeee hahaha..yup then we talked for a while..oh right shuan came along with us to watch e movie too haha..yea we talked and talked..
i checked out the price of mel's jacket! hahaha well soon to be mel's jacket..its $99.90..not bad haha
one day we'll be going shopping together haha and im meeting her tmr after amath tuition..mmm yay! hahaha..
i had chicken for dinner and jer is telling me how screwed up his dinner was at the jap place he went to hahaha..oh well..cant be helped..
im still in the blue dress im wearing....and yes and julian snapped some scandalous shots of jer and i...let me just say this jer and i are just friends for goodness sake hahahaha..and whatever comments you have julian hahaha keep it to yourself..





so that's pretty much today haha yea...

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
9:01 p.m.

each day passes by really quickly and THE DAYS are drawing nearer and nearer.
i'm having o' level bio pract already next week!
gosh my ankle itches...darn mosquitos.
the wound on my knee is doing much better...its healing! and its almost gone...
the past few days have been really fun hanging out and studying with jer and jul =D you guys just make me smile, despite the fact that i'm always the start of the joke or a tease haha..but nevertheless haha you guys are great!
i can say that our studying is QUITE productive.
besides those two...yi jie, shel and yong hong are just giving me hell in class... they keep saying one in four get bullied..well guess who's the ONE..yea but i guess its okay? i don't know what's okay and not okay with them anymore..but it still is kind of fun around them. its not like im counting on them to read this but if they read it then well, just read it..
its been quite stressful nowadays too..i'm getting more tired by the day but compared to my friends who sleep at like two or three am in the morning and me sleeping at around ten or eleven at night, i feel that i shouldn't be tired and i feel like im not doing enough.
i got 25 for my L1R5.
its bad enough.
sigh.
well i just have to move on from here.
i mostly need to concentrate on both my maths and combined science (physics/chem).
yup so i know what to work on and im working on it.
today sufian msged me and i immediately called him and he told me he'd been sleeping for the past 3 days and i was like "WHAT!?!" hahaha..well its good to hear from him..haven't seen him since the N levels ended...actually i haven't seen him since last week!...argh hahaha
[11:36 pm: shit....guess who JUST msged me....Dj(i don't need to spell out the name....)...crap]
it was kinda nice to hear his voice over the phone hahaha for like in a while.
mmm haha..
today miss ang ang sat down and talked to the 3 of us (jer, jul and i)
[11:38 pm: is it chat to victoria day or something....another person is popping up suddenly...]
AH!! RAJ JUST TOLD ME ABOUT PRISON BREAK SEASON 2!!!!
oh right i haven't mentioned about my well new addiction to PRISON BREAK...michael scofield or the guy's real name wentworth miller is SO HOT....okay sorry....but he is =D. he pulls off the bald, clean shaven look really well and he has this oh so sophisticated glance and this really cheeky smile haha...hokay..
anyway as i was saying...miss ang and talked to us today.
i'll never forget what she said. it was just deep and meaningful.
i really take back every shitty thing i've said about her and what i will eventually say about her if i do...
mm yup.


i'm still awake and its 12:23am..oh well...at least it was a good past hahaha
HAPPY JULIAN?!?! hehehehe...

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:28 p.m.

its ironic how you hate the people you love.
how nobody understands.

sometimes i feel so screwed up.
sometimes i make people feel like its their fault.
sometimes i get screwed by others but im fine with it.
sometimes i just want to die.
sometimes i think i'm over reacting, but am i?
sometimes I I I I I...could i be more selfish-er.

its wrong to even cry.
so what is right?
to be unfeeling is right.

my head just throbs with pain.

tomorrow is just another day.

[people who read this PLEASE don't tell me its going to be okay or alright and try to comfort me. just don't. i know you want to but just don't. thanks for the thoughts anyway.]

PS: im so sorry for belating your present julian...yup...

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:31 p.m.