victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

here's some good stuff:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCsZdbfBuSY&mode=related&search=
(ruby pan is good and NOT the mr brown show...)

okay today i went to study with raj and sufian and moon jun eventually came along after a while..i came without any money..yea i know how stupid..but raj was nice enough to lend me some cash...
i was quite stubborn, the typical me with money...i hate to take ppl's money, borrow it, use it...everything yup haha..

in the end we studied a little and then i met sherwin ng hong ping today haha! haha tht short bugger..=D..oh well he's fine haha smsed him like the whole half day after i saw him...for some reason i think he's nicer than before like when i knew him in primary school haha maybe he's mroe mature or something but he's still as cheeky as before haha.

when i went home i ended up sitting in front of the com and then the tv...very bad...then i went for dinner at hbf..again...had fried rice with a checken cutlet on top yea tht was good haha..

i was watching house just now and it was abt the son and father..the son was about to die, well eventually..and the father is at his bed side and he said "you'll be fine, im not lying to you." then the son goes"i love you dad". "i love you too son." awwww ='( haha

well aunty beth wrote a letter to claire...she's been praying for me so that i do well in my o levels =')...i really miss her...

ive recently (well actually a few hours ago) set up my webcam haha so now i can use it during msn again haha...

i really don't know how im going to do for my amath and bio paper on monday...i think i'll screw up big time...because i dont know my stuff...sigh sigh...i really want to go for first 3 months..no use brooding over it but to work at it which is what im doing...i really have to work hard..HARD..

vic's picture of the real world
you are on your own. no one is there to help you. you learn by yourself. you get by by yourself. you provide for yourself. there is no one you can trust. no one. just yourself and your own conscience. friends? motvies are always questioned. at least one person hates you. people would do anything to make you below them. you snooze, you lose. you might be right but you will appear wrong. failure is unafforable. love is absent. money and greed centred. lies. cover ups. immorality is okay. vulgarities are fine. to be liked, never be higher. to be hated, always be the highest.you can never succeded without eliminating competition. material world. expectations.

ah whatever! hahahaha

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:12 p.m.