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victoria
christian
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17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.
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scribbles/ Tuesday, August 29, 2006


You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.
What Temperment Are You?


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:02 p.m.


scribbles/ Thursday, August 24, 2006


You Are 90% Extrovert, 10% Introvert

You are as outgoing as they come
The life of the party, you're friends with everyone
You're a people person, and you are quite the entertainer
You love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously
Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

i saw this on yong hong's blog and out of boredem i went to do it...
life pretty much sucks at this point of time...
argh..
whatever.
and one question..regarding other stuff
does it really matter?


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
9:48 p.m.


scribbles/ Thursday, August 17, 2006


i nice song i wanna share..

I Believe (Mandarin version)
Fan Yi Chen

I BELIEVE
dang wo zai ni jia men kou
xia yu le
ni kan le ye hui nan guo
I BELIEVE
ni bu shuo hua de shi hou
ye shi yi zhong
qi shi ni zai hui ying wo

sui ran bu ceng shuo
xiang xin ni zheng zai dong
jiu suan qian de bu shi wo de shou
wo bu zhen de nan guo

bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
you shi hou ye ning ke
dang zuo ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji
I BELIEVE
ni zong hui kan dao wo
zai mou ge shi hou
xiang rang ni pei ban de shi wo

I BELIEVE
mei you hui ying de shi hou
zhi bu guo
zheng hao ni zai dian hua zhong
I BELIEVE
yu yin xin xiang de chen mo
ye shi yi zhong
qi shi ni zai qing ting wo

sui ran bu ceng shuo
xiang xin ni zheng zai dong
jiu suan qian de bu shi wo de shou
wo zhen de bu nan guo

bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
you shi hou ye ning ke
dang zuo ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji
I BELIEVE
ni zong hui kan dao wo
zai yi qie zhi hou
liu zai ni shen bian de shi wo

na yan xu tai jiu de yi shi chong dong
zai ni shen hou de du jiao xi
ju guang deng mei liang guo
huai yi shi zi ji bian zao de nei rong
ni cong bu zhen de ren de wo

bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
you shi hou ye ning ke
dang zuo ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji
I BELIEVE
yi ding hui you jie guo
zai hen jiu yi hou
liu zai ni shen bian de shi wo
hui pei zhe ni de ren shi wo


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
9:56 p.m.




okay...i think i've offically got the Chris Brown obsession back
i used to be obsessed with Chris Brown and his music..well not to the extent that i'm like crazy haha i just like his smooth voice and dance moves as well as him too hahaha..oh well..i got the craze back

here's another picture of him:


i think i know like one person who looks like him a little haha but still no comparison...
okay vic..stop.

well today was quite an okay day..got pissed with miss lim..but it was okay in the end..i stayed back at the pool and talked to the sec 1s..i realised that they've really become rude and out of all of them only one is really mature...yea haha it quite sad to see them like this..they should really think about their attitudes.

anyway just dropping by...


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:36 p.m.


scribbles/ Tuesday, August 15, 2006


i've grabbed this from yong hong's blog haha and because he wanted me to do it..
quoting from his blog:
"Se7en bloggers i would like to see do this:
1.jane the DUNNO
2.sita the LONER
3.wina the PIG
4.sheldon the HANDSOME
5.victoria the BIATCH
6.THE zhi han
7. joacquim.. ( want you do again cox u make me do this in the first place!)"

so here it goes...

Se7en things that scare me:
1. being alone
2. failing an exam
3. not doing well for something/anything
4. losing (esp. for competitive sports)
5. a person hating me
6. scary movies watched at night (in the day is FINE)
7. my dad

Se7eN things i like the most about me:
1. my short finger and toe nails =D (don't ask why)
2. i'm tall
3. i'm a mix-blood
4. i'm not too skinny and not too fat
5. my top row teeth
6. my small fingers and toes (again don't ask)
7. ME!

Se7en things most important in my room:
1. my computer
2. my lamp
3. my precious moments box
4. my Bible
5. my journal
6. my mattress, 1 bolster and 5 pillows
7. my mirror

Se7en random facts about me:
1. i'm the Most Outstanding Sportswomen of the year =)
2. i'm a Christian from GMC!!!
3. i care even if i say i don't
4. i'm sentimental
5. i bite my fingernails (bad habit since young)
6. i love purple!
7. i love to eat mangos or anything mango flavoured

Se7en things i would like to do before i die:
1. make a difference in the lives of the people i've met and will meet
2. to always be a faithful servant of God
3. to get married and have children
4. to be in a studio recording a live band
5. to make sure my family knows i love them a lot
6. to have a big reunion party for all the people i know
7. to actually shop non-stop for once

Se7en things i can do:
1. play netball, captain's ball, badminton, tennis, ultimate frisbee...and so on and so on
2. control a mixer board and a whole sound system with a live band
3. be a big-mouth
4. be very annoying
5. give you great music choices
6. be wacky
7. stay up late to talk about anything

Se7en things i can't do:
1. console people when they are upset
2. tell a coherent lie
3. explain my feelings and thoughts
4. turn down people (most of the time)
5. shop
6. draw like and artist
7. tell a joke

Se7en things i say the most:
1. nooo!!!
2. yi jie!/sheldon!/yong hong!
3. what the hell
4. yup
5. eh
6. that's soo funny
7. yuck

se7en most favourite celebs:
1. heath ledger
2. julia stiles
3. heidi klum
4. chris brown
5. rowan atkinson
6. adam sandler
7. tara ried

Se7en bloggers i would like to see do this:
1. nicole
2. julian
3. yi jie
4. sheldon
5. jeremy
6. sita
7. wina

yup haha thats about it...i'll blog about the past few days tmr or something...they've been exciting =D


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:51 p.m.


scribbles/ Saturday, August 12, 2006


okay i'm listening to this song...
"i like big butts and i cannot lie, you other brothers can't deny..."
hahaha its hilarious

well yesterday was quite okay haha..it was friday...the day i had to take my english o level oral...
to be honest i was very very very very (breath) very very very nervous..yea haha but i made it! i made it out of the exam room bouncing and skipping up and down like a mad women squealing "i'm so happy! i'm so happy!"
yea it was that bad hahaha...
well at least its over and done with..oh oh and i got like A1 for my CCA =D like wow haha it was the only thing that boosted me for oral..
i think i did well for reading and convo but i kinda screwed up for picture well not a lot but i think i started talking nonsense...for convo the topics were a time when i felt a lack of confidence and about famous people. i think i talked lots of sense....and and I DIDNT NEED TO TELL A LIE! as in i didnt need to make up some story because i can't think of an incident..
you see i cant make coherent lies...thats my problem haha
thank God i made it through oral =D i'm so thankful.

during school hours we met our new a math teacher...miss lim...she's so...so...well she's just not miss low..and i don't really like it...i miss miss low...yea...

i think i screwed up my chem test...yup...and again someone hurt me...oh well...

after my english oral, i was telling miss hassena how it was all over and how i felt so happy haha then i went to shoot hoops..i tried to hang upside down but i was wearing sch u so i just couldnt haha..chun feng was there at the bball court with me..oh ya! when i was skipping happily to the bball court and saying im so happy my oral examiner was at his car in front of me! and when i realised i quickly ran into the court haha..yea...=D

i was suppose to go for yi jie's performance last night but i didnt..i went to watch the fireworks haha i went down to one fullerton with my bro and in the end i watched the fireworks in my dad's office with zhihan,mark,yong hong and zhang yuan..it was funny! hahaha..

zhihan is taking yong hong and i to marina south today!! to watch the fireworks again! haha i've been watching too many fireworks hahaha

okay on with today!
i woke up..watched this vh1 can't get a date show which my sis was watching...i found it interesting but at the same time disgusting..
well i was kinda thinking about this when i was watching
because in the show they were talking about sex so causally it seemed that it was normal in the process of dating - which i find so sick.
this women was saying that she would have sex with a fling and wouldnt have sex with her boyfriend..like what the hell?!?! you shouldnt even be having sex if you're not married.
and the so called "advisor" was telling her to find someone she could be with and have sex with...i really don't know what this world is coming too..having casual sex is wrong..WRONG!

then i got ready to go for spikenardz! it session was about dating and courtship which was quite interesting but i could only be there for an hour..then i went down the sanctuary for band prac! i had to do the sound...today i did the sound on M1 myself =D which i'm quite happy about..kevin said i'll do the sound on sunday upstairs and if there's anything he'll go down to tweek it from the stage...its just so cool to be the sound person =D...
oh that reminds me haha yesterday after school i went down the the studio "VASIA" and i told kev and merv about my oral too haha...yea then i learned some stuff abt the studio sound which was so cool haha then i went home.

life is just so cool =D
well thats about it for today..got to get ready to meet yong hong and zhihan at outram mrt station at 7:50pm!
=P


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
5:59 p.m.


scribbles/ Thursday, August 10, 2006


new blog skin!! haha


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
6:42 p.m.



pump it! louder... pump it!... louder...

hehehe i'm listening to pump it and grooving in my chair haha.

la la di da da di dai...

=D

okay i just finished studying and summarising unit 22 of my chem textbook: MACROMOLECULES
and i just found out i still have QA to study!

oooo now the song Drop by Timbaland and Magoo feat. Fatman Scoop...damn this song is hot! haha..breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out..

i've never felt this good after studying..well i'll have to study act 3 of AETP later for lit CA tmr haha one of my fav acts in the play. it just stirs me up A LOT.

ive stayed at home the whole day..well almost the whole day...oh who am i kidding, definately the whole day..

i've been singing the whole day too, listening to music haha i'm training for my english oral tmr..*what a lame excuse*...anyway i hope i don't lose my voice for tmr haha...and i pray i don't cough in front of the examiners tmr...its my o level english oral..i really need this!

later i'm going to be msging ppl all the best for tmr's oral like i always do for any exam or anything...yea...

anyway back to my music..

we're going down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging...


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
5:51 p.m.


scribbles/ Wednesday, August 09, 2006


well im back fro my grandma's place...
we were having a po piah party..-_-..yes i know...
i just ate like little clumps of beehoon and watched the fantastic fireworks and also the sucky singapore idol show..
the ndp this year wasnt that much
oh yes and ive been ticked and bullied by MARK! my 20 year old cousin hahaha actually both of us were bullying each other.
it was fun =D.

o level english oral is this friday...i was just telling zhihan about how to not ruin your voice for that day and to make sure its in good condition haha..don't eat curry! dont scream and yell...generally thats about it.
i'm really scared i screw up..really..
its like you make it or break it..i'm practicing tmr...

another thing i'm really freaked out about is the o levels.
i'm really afraid i screw it up.
really.
dead serious.
sigh....
='(

goodness i'm such a baby...but i really feel very afriad. as i type my heart is beating faster and faster.
i just have this feeling that i will screw it up.

God please help me.


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:21 p.m.


scribbles/ Tuesday, August 08, 2006


just a random pic...


okay here i am...
well today just sucked. it just did, don't ask why.
but i got to see the whole 10 mins of fireworks =D that was good. and good view haha! right at the esplanade.
oh i just thought of this..for some reason i think NYAA depends on how well you can cock up the best bullshit story. ya, that's what i think.
pretty random thoughts i'm getting
oh today i was in school for national day parade and concert...they sucked...i think the most interesting part of the concert were the indian girls dancing, all the rest were crap. the ncc guys were just so damn funny haha.
after school i had to swim for my house and class...house we came in last but for class we came in 3rd. not bad haha.
after all the swimming (and im still wearing my cost under my shorts and pe shirt) nic and i watched the guys playing soccer and i started to hand upside down on the bars haha..gosh it was so freakin fun!!!
i'm thinking that i might do that after school someday for the fun of it... =D i'm crazy i know
after the whole bunch [us (nic,david,me) and the soccer guys (max,khairil,aziz,azhiem,dinesh,zhong yang, and one more guy i don't know his name)] went to tiong kfc to eat. it was quite funny because nic couldn't eat the hard stuff with her braces.
in kfc i got bored and started playing with my food and max was disgusted haha
nic and i went to buy gummy worms and when we got back they left! so impolite haha the least they can do would be to just say bye.
anyway so nic went with zhong yang and david to the 3rd level because david wanted to pierce his ear or something
and i went home.
i was waiting to freaking long at the bust stop.
and finally 195 came. i took it to radin mas then i got sick of waiting that i started to walk all the way round to bukit purmei and walk all the way home the way i used to in pri school.
the walk was good..really good
when i got home i chatted a while on msn and then i got so bored i slept until about 7
then i got up to go to the esplande to find my dad at walton to watch the fireworks
they were awesome
after stopped off at the cricket club and had a drink
went home
here i am =)
yup...many things happened inbetween but this is all you need to know haha.


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:52 p.m.


scribbles/ Sunday, August 06, 2006


sigh.
i feel like i have flushed my future down the drain. ='(


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:18 p.m.



since i'm bored i'm going to do this 11 layers thing i got from nic's blog haha.

11 LAYERS

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: McColl Victoria Mei Lin
Birth date: 17th May 1990
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: tarus

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: well i'm a mix of a canadian and a chinese and i have scottish roots too
Your fears: being alone sometimes
Your weakness: im too nice
Your perfect pizza: lots and lots of cheese, peperoni, bell pepper, olives, prego sause
Goal you'd like to achieve: to play sports for life

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up today: what am I going to wear to church today?
Your best physical feature: face i guess
Your bedtime: haha that's unpredictable
Your most missed memory: obs i guess.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Single or group dates: both are good haha
Adidas or Nike: both are equally good too
Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither i don't drink tea
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino because i don't drink coffee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: hell no.
Take a shower: yes! like duh!
Think you've been in love: yes actually
Believe in yourself: yea i believe in myself
Think you're a health freak: mmm maybe?

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

Drank alcohol: again hell no I don't drink.
Gone to the mall: yup i think so
Been on stage: maybe?? i'm not sure
Eaten Sushi: yes for sure!
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: no. but my bro has..so unfair
Dyed your hair: nope...never.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game: uh no..
Gotten beaten up: emotionally maybe, physically never.
Changed who you were to fit in: never.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD:

Age you're hoping to be married: yea one day I believe I will be.


LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1 MINUTE AGO: answering the other questions
1 HOUR AGO: watching Taxi on HBO
1 WEEK AGO: being sick with fever cough and flu
1 YEAR AGO: probably messaging on my phone with other people

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE: my friends, family, everything!
I FEEL: like i shouldn't be wasting my time
I HATE: to hate
I HIDE: my feelings
I NEED: more time to study

there. haha well i've finished this.


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
6:43 p.m.



define a precious moment.

"precious"
1 : of great value or high price <precious jewels>
2 : highly esteemed or cherished precious friend>

"moment"
1 a : a minute portion or point of time : INSTANT b : a comparatively brief period of time
2 a : present time moment she is working on a novel> b : a time of excellence or conspicuousness moments>
3 : importance in influence or effect moment>

A precious moment to me would one a time that I choose to remember because it is significant to me. Moments I want to remember. Moments that I will hold close to my heart. Precious because of the time spent. Precious because of the rare occasion.

I have a few precious moments that only I can remember. Even if I tell you of them they will not mean anything to you because you weren't there.

What is quite sad because what you think is a precious moment might not be a precious moment to another person, even if the person was there with you. I might be significant, yes, but maybe only to you.

anyway this post was quite random..yup =)


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
2:11 p.m.


scribbles/ Thursday, August 03, 2006


the cutest picture ever


since i have time, i've decided to blog [and because of much prompting from wina!!! hahaha refer to tagboard]

okay so the past few days have been quite okay...i'm recovering and i'm well =) i just have a nasty cough to battle with...it's okay haha today i ate like from the malay stall and you know what that means...CURRY!!! hahaha yum!...

miss low didn't come, AGAIN..big surprise *rolls eyes* anyway i was doing my a math for the first 2 periods and listening to marcus's zen neeon player..he's got good music taste if i may say so haha. yea then it was bio, we went thorugh the practicals. bio is always fun, no matter what. after recess, ENGLISH. i really dread english lessons because i KNOW i have to do something...oh well...the cries of the english rep are never heard hahaha.

yea yesterday i was on the phone with sheldon, yong hong, tiffany. then i went off for about 20 mins haha and tiffany was gone. she was replaced by sita.
so the 4 of us were talking, okay i was more of listening, and then i decided to sleep at around 10..set the alarm, glance at the phone..and zzZzzZZzzz

for some reason i think i'm taking the prelims and o levels quite lightly, when they are like the most important exams you could ever do. i really need to stop dicking around. really. someone kick me in the ass or something to wake me up.

i was trying to listen to music just now but my brother is playing his music..and he wont turn it off...i gave up and turned off mine...and his is louder..nevermind.

after school today i was at the swimming pool relaxing. was with the normal bunch of sec1s: chun di (street fighter), jenn jiang (cute fat boy), errol and domanic. they're quite a cool bunch of people haha they're always at the pool. anyway, there were swimming heats going on for the swimming competitions..i was a timer haha...shit interclass is on monday..i don't want to swim for class.......

something i was just thinking about, quite random but here it is: how real can people be nowadays? how do you know they're not saying things because they get a great kick out of it? how do you know they mean what they say? here's a senario: a boy and girl and talking to each other over the phone and the girl asks, "do you love me?" and the boy answers, "with all my heart." the girl is all alone in her room, simling at what she's just heard. then she puts down the phone. the boy is in his room...full of his friends. he puts down the phone and starts laughing. hard. all his friends are as well at how great he is for having a girl under his control. it could happen to you. [okay it sounds so evil like i'm giving a warning but i'm NOT] but really, can you trust people these days? another issue i've thought about: how much a friend should you be? would you do anything for a friend? lie maybe or even sacrifice anything? no senario because i think its something people will understand. What if its a best friend? would you suffer at they're hands just so they can be happy? just so they can leave you upset and down but them happy. i'm not saying that you should not help out your friends and all. i'm just saying that sometimes other people get hurt too by the things friends make them do and what people do to their friends. yup...i'm just rambling...nothing much to do...

okay i need to start on my social studies essay, till tmr.


You keep me safe in a crazy world.
8:04 p.m.