victoria
christian
eighteen
17th May 1990

Psalm 51:12
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit,
to sustain me.

Proverbs 16:9
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the LORD determines his steps.




BIO 190A Final Exam - 14 Dec 09
Christmas! - 25 December
Back to school - 4 Jan 09

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
2:41 p.m.

hey i'm just back from mother's day eve dinner haha it was okay..haha now i'm listening to "At The Foot Of The Cross" by Kathryn Scott great song..hmm well during dinner a few things were on my mind..like at first we were walking there then we stood to wait for everyone to come..then we got seated and auntie beth and the other (i SO hate to say this) maid were standing as we all seated and mummy told them to wait outside by themselves..that is very sickening i mean how can you treat them like that they're people and when i asked my mum why are they standing she didnt answer me..then when everyone came and we got shifted to a bigger table i went to call them cuz no one else did...my mother forgot...i mean they're people too right!...i still wish we didnt have a (i have to say this again..argh..) maid..people shouldnt be maids.its just wrong..

okay next point before i get too emotionally attached to the topic. when i was at west coast, that's where the restaurant is, i saw the very last chalet house and i rememeber the old times i had with my former class 2/6...man i really miss those guys and gals..i will never forget the silly and spontanious time we've had together, how we've gotten into trouble together and how were've fought together and most importantly STUCK together...the chalet at the end of the year was the best i remember when i was roller blading with shel through the night and we were chatting with the guys in the room..it was just the BEST! i miss you 2/6! hahaha i best everyone does...

okay back to dinner...my booked two tables and as usual the kids will sit with the kids and adults with adults..i find that SICK too..then i asked her where am i sitting and i was sitting with the kids as always..eventually the tables were joined and everything was mixed up THANK GOD truely haha i mean it was a much happier meal..yea parents and children and grand children too haha for my grandma..

dinner was okay we had two soups and it was a really light dinner, nothing much but i mean it was still good..the name of the restaurant was "NO SIGNBOARD SEAFOOD RESTAURANT" i mean how weird is that hahaha! maybe they don't want to be too famous..ah well haha..

oh oh! i was in church before dinner haha i was rushing back from church to home to get ready for dinner because i forgot there was dinner today haha.. yup

we (the spikenardz girls) made cups today! for our mums and dads..we talked about honouring our parents and how can we honour or parents, what does it mean and all..yup them we painted our cups with acrylic paint and stuck sequence to our cups..*i stuck a red heart on my phone hahaha! but i scratched it off at dinner* and we took pictures of our cups and of us with the cups as well it was so cool haha and i'm gonna be serving tea to the mum's tomorrow in church haha hopefully they'll love the tea and the cookies haha!

hmm i said "scratched" that reminds me of the cartoon i was watching before i went to church haha CATSCRATCH! it was so funny haha..yea so anyway that was kind of my day *nodds head and smiles =D* till tmr..good night..(but i'm still awake *wink)

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
11:18 p.m.

hey i'm here again i guess because its a long weekend this week that's why i decided to blog and its already the 13th..okay shit i found out jeremy and julian are surprising me..ahh NOO hahaha...there is honestly nothing to do these days..i'm just doing the usual this morning just singing, hugging my pillow, breathing ya thats about it...later i've got spikenardz it should be fun haha we're gonna be making stuff to honour our parents haha..next week wednesday is gonna be a holiday whoopee *rolls eyes* haha..i'm struggling with what to write here..
i was just sorting my pics on my com yesterday and i was looking through it too haha i'll put some of the pics of mount stong up here i only have a few haha..

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
10:36 a.m.

I DON'T WANT TO BE 16!!! - just a little shout out..

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
7:56 p.m.

hey...i know i haven't blogged in a long time but i'm here now...just popped by to write a few words...have you guys ever thought about change? in life we always must change..for better or for worse..whether we like it or not...we have to change. there are many different ways people respond to change. they can either be upset or they can just not care about it in hopes that they'll forget.whether a big or small change it will affect us. if you were given the choice to change or to be the same which would you choose? i guess most of you would like to be where you are right now if your comfortable with it but if your not your dying for change..for me i want change and i don't want it too.it all depends...how do you get out of change? how do you prepare for change? so so many questions..ah well haha..if there was a way to deal with all this we won't be here trying to slove all our problems..you can also wonder how things have changed you..or the realtionsip with your friends..why some of us don't talk anymore or why some of us talk so much all of a sudden...well someone did something to cause a change and thats why your at this position today..then again why bother? why bother about how the change has affected you when you can just move on and deal with it all the time? why bother about how the relationship has faded? why bother?..that's a good question..sometimes people are too caught up in their past to deal with the present..they worry so much about what had happened that they are oblivious to what's in front of their very eyes. well those people have to wake up..they cannot cry over their change forever, yet it is hard to move on..those people that move on from change and never go back are the ones who make the most mistakes. they move too quickly are never realise what they've left behind. what was. well that's people. they're different...
that's about it..what i've got to say..hopefully i'll blog another time haha..

You keep me safe in a crazy world.
4:33 p.m.