scribbles/ Sunday, August 07, 2005
hey im back bloggin again..ahh..yesterday after going home i went wid meifang shu wen shu yun ling kenny & lea to cheryl's bdae bbq haha it was at a pasir ris chalet..was suppose to pay 6 bucks la but didnt (so sry man) but i had to pay a buck to get in la haha then e guy chooped me wid this ink tht can onli be seen in uv ray haha n on e way out we all tried to see our marks haha so funny...we had fun at e bbq haha cheryl was happy too den e rest of e troops came..shel zhihan mayson lyn carmen tracy junhong jialiang regan..they all had fun eating n everything wa lao den regan kept calling me ang mo kia...go n die haha then i talk to shel n all too la..cuz mayson like looked kinda upset n all but he had no voice..poor son no voice haha..den meifang was like real upset n all la...haiz...love stuff...ling was talkin to her boy on e phone for the billionth time haha..had quite alot of fun haha den we were roasting marshmellows n all haha yi hao made em perfectly man haha and i kept poking kenny e whole bbq it was soo funny hahaha...okok den i was msging as well la haha..so then all of us went home and we were dead tired...all of us were sleeping in e mrt haha lucky i woke up when e mrt said it was city hall..we got off at tiong and my mum picked me home haha..came home dad greg n zan were watch team america hahaha "so ronrey, im so ronrey" hahhaha so damn funny...yea den i showered switched off com n slept...
next day which is today i went to church in e morning haha today e Sec 3 band was doing worship haha i didnt go for the band prac yst so was kinda guilty la cuz i had netball n all..ya so in e end i ended up singing backup for the worship haha was so cool..i sang wid mel..amos was leading wid his guitar sherman played his electric kenny on guitar raph n charlene on keyboards n vincent on drums david n wan jun were doing sound n clicking haha the worship turned out great but e drums still needed work..then class was kind aboring today la i must admit den in e beginning wan jun was sharing on her problem wid a friend n all la..and i knew who and i was correct..sigh e problem is kinda tough i must say..after class i went to go buy my favo RitZ and peel fresh guava hehehe..wan jun pang seh her junior haha pretty eyes russel..name dubbed by mel n i hahhaa yea second service today was okay la there was holy comm den after went home..rested a while onli ate my lunch and blueberry waffle hhaha! den i went for capt's ball haha wid e youths at hilllodge..kind of scary la playign wid em..can be kinda rough but fun too haha..and came home play comm abit showered n here i am now =D...yea
today i wondered over this..i mean why are so many ppl messed up wid love? i know their troubles n all cuz ive been thru it b4..all the struggles n all but i realised tht i just always made such a deal of it just becuz i liked tht person and now i know tht it was kinda stupid..but then again love makes you do stupid things..cuz most of my friends all have problems n im usually the one helping them or making things happen for em n all..so i was just wondering this..
and these days my guilt for a past event wid a good friend of mine has kinda died down but it still lingers..im stil afraid to even say anything about the duck in front of her or shes burst into tears again..sigh..2 ppl just cant have the duck..the duck is just so nice n cute..i can see why she wants tht duck..weelll im just waiting n seeing what happens..but i think i dontlike the duck as much as her but still i like that duck..oh well..i still thinks its kind of odd for her wanting the duck when she already has her boy..sigh i understand why..its hard to just give up the duck..the situation is hard..our friendship still is okay but deep inside i can feel tht she is still crying..and thts how the guilt still kills me..oh well i think ive typed alot..so im finished..yea.. =)
You keep me safe in a crazy world.
6:57 p.m.
